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Friday, 13 April 2012

  • Lots and lots of little things

    Here are three of the most recent -- all boys:
    Nottingham 12 Colt 025 sm
    They start small, but within days they can fly!
    12cBuddyTGNottForrun
    short call and harry
    harry website
    Syd jump
    I don't have the birth pictures of Syd, but he has a way of making his presence known.
    syd run

    This is the little face I see most mornings when I go out to give grain.
    Good morning
    Of course, not to be outdone, Harry also wants a little love and will come over to get it.
    Jailbreak
    We want them friendly, but it's a fine line between that and turning them into pets.

    In closing, here's a shot of the colt from the last post (the baby learning to stand) at 5 or 6 weeks old out in pasture with his mom.
    Atsa Moose 5 wks
    For those of you who think, "Wow, he's really big," yes -- he's about the same size as the babies who are a month his senior... and adorable as a big fluffy puppy, but probably with better manners.
  • It's the Little Things

    These little things have been keeping me busy lately:


    Mardi Gras Riot 12 filly faceMardi Gras Riot and 12 filly

    ...and these are just the first three of about 8 or 9 now, including the transplants.Atsa 12 C nap

    The first and last babies are fillies, with a colt in the middle.
    Moose balance
    12cMooseTGAtsa Danger Behring 022

    The fillies started out 2-1, but its been all colts since then with one mare left to foal.
    Danger Behring 2012 for website

Friday, 03 February 2012

  • White Picket Fences

    Actually, they're black post fences with miles of wire to keep the horses in... or out, depending who's in the next pasture. That's the new view out my garden gate, as we settle into week one at our little ranch house.

    Tomorrow ends three weeks of straight work with one day off (two weeks ago -- it doesn't count). I think I passed exhausted sometime last weekend, before we moved, and I've been living off stubborness and a deep desire to sleep in my hammock "one more time" ever since. Yes, we have the trees to hang it here, and hung it was on the day we moved in. I look at it longingly as I leave and come home from work... then run right back out the door to whatever plans were pre-lined-up for the night.

    We started this endeavor with lots of boxes and little furniture -- a bunch of coffee tables, enough bookshelves to house half-a-library (a small-town libarary), a hulking cast iron stove, a desk, office chair, bed, and stool. Just a little stepstool that helps me reach things when Brendan isn't around. Oh, and bean bag chairs. Two. Both mine, as Brendan doesn't like them. His loss.

    In the last week we have been donated a kitchen table with a leaf and two rolling chairs, two dressers, a couch, a loveseat, and another coffee table (lots of coffee going on in this house, apparently). And the fridge that came with the house, the gas range/stove, and the shared in-duplex washer and dryer. Not exactly furniture, but still very useful.

    Funny how quickly I forget what God did to get me another job and get us into this place, all at just the right time. We didn't have furniture, and he gave us furniture. So why do I freak out about money? Obviously, it's not really necessary. Did I mention the part where Brendan's parents sent us packing with boxes of food? Or where we've both made random extra money from side jobs in the last two weeks?

    I don't get it, but God is big and I am short of memory. Maybe once I get a little sleep that will change.

    Not likely.

    New life highlight? Getting to use the phrase, "Meanwhile, back on the ranch..." in everyday conversation and mean it literally.

Thursday, 19 January 2012

  • The Fulfillment of Wishes

    Remember that crammed little December box of all the stuff we were hoping would happen? It has! Except for the dog, sort of.

    A few days after New Year I got a call to interview for a doggy day care on Thursday, and was told to expect a call back Monday. Friday we headed up to Hume for a conference, and on the way there I was called with a job offer for $2/hour more than she was originally going to pay (thank you references!!!). We got back Sunday, I worked at the ranch Monday and started training at the kennel Tuesday.

    Since then it's been going non-stop, as we went from work into counseling for three nights of Winter Camp and back to load up the jeep with boxes to take over to our NEW APARTMENT, which is actually a small 2-bedroom house ON THE RANCH!! Such an awesome blessing.

    We found out last week that the previous tenants were going to start looking for another house, but weren't sure they'd be out. Two days later they had their next place. So as I race job to job, I drop off boxes in a storage room to lessen the major haul.

    Oh, and right after we got back from camp, Mardi Gras Riot foaled her filly Monday night, so I've been playing with the baby every day, and I'm working all but one day of the next three weeks... and moving...

    Did we mention that Brendan also got an interview and references are being called and he might have a job too in the next few weeks?

    It's a little busy, but wonderful.

    Job: check. Apartment: check. Dog: as many as I could possibly want at my job. All the fun, none of the expenses.

    The moral of this story: be careful what you wish for -- you might get it all at once!

Thursday, 29 December 2011

  • Ye Olde Christmas Lettertoon

    With no further ado, may I present "The Abbreviated Adventures of Heather and Brendan 2011"... and yes, I realized I left out a 'b' but not till after we'd run all the copies. How I hand-write anything accurately without Spell Check is beyond me. On the upside, my hubby got the laptop working so I should be around more often again. Merry Week-After-Christmas.

    Hugo Christmas Lettertoon 2011

    *Click on the picture for a larger view. Enjoy!

Monday, 26 December 2011

  • 'Twas the night after Christmas

    And all through the house, not a job was to be found, not even for the mouse...

    Absconded my hubby's computer for a few minutes to update the page, though the real fun doesn't come until tomorrow, when I'll be posting my Christmas letter-toon (note to self: edit personal info). He's been working on his resume and putting out applications all day, and I have been faithfully playing on the phone beside him. Now he left for three minutes and I hopped online. :)

    Conversations we had today included but were not confined to:

    What 10 things are most important to you?

    What do you wish were your top 10 important things in life?

    Do any of those connect, and if so, how?

    Is what you WANT to be most important or defining in your life, actually defining the other important things? Or are they overwhelming/defining everything else?

    What are you most afraid of?

    Looking at the things you listed, what are you ACTUALLY afraid of?

    What stuff gets to stay or leave your life guilt-free to make it fall in with your newly limited priorities?

    ... and there was more, but this is the generic stuff. :) Yup, too much chocolate makes me overly pensive, and my hubby gets the brunt. But we're both better for it?

Friday, 09 December 2011

  • On the Hunt

    ...for another job.

    So far I've applied for office work, nanny positions and just this morning I turned in my application to a doggy day care. Have to admit, I'm kinda pulling for the dogs.

    Meanwhile, Christmas is approaching and I had NO idea we would have this much going on for having been in town such a short time. This month we're staring down the barrel of five parties, six birthdays, a weekend retreat, a skate party (which conflicts with one of the Christmas parties), nine study group nights, and a partridge in a pear tree.

    Actually, it's hippos in a silver tinsel tree. A pair of hippos we got from Bronner's Christmas Wonderland in Frankenmuth, and an 18 inch silver tinsel tree with fiber optic lights that change colors. If you can't get the real thing, you might as well go crazy. Fakes aren't worth the persistent disappointment because you're constantly wishing they were something they aren't. Silver tinsel tree? No such confusion.

    And that's my life today. Internet keeps going out on my laptop (totally my computer's fault -- may have something to do with being able to pop the screen off the base), I have piles of dirty laundry on the floor, and a 75% finished batch of Christmas cards waiting to be stuffed with the almost-done-and-ready-to-copy-and-stuff lettertoon (letter in cartoon format, like a graphic novel but completely lacking in artistic ability).

    What are you up to for the holidays?

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

  • Questioning God

    As part of an interesting discussion with @agnophilo, the subject of questioning God has played as follows:

    Sneaux_Girl -- I appreciate your civil debate, and welcome it. No reason to block someone for being reasonable. Besides, if I did that, my theology about God being loving and not afraid of our questions would fly out the window, wouldn't it?

    Agnophilo-- It never occurred to me that god would be afraid of our questions - that's an interesting concept.  Though he's depicted in parts of the bible as very jealous and the type to freak out when people don't worship him, so I suppose people could conclude that if they go on scriptural authority.

    [insert sub conversation here before final statement]

    SG -- ...this is... why I am a Christian. Not because I have an answer for everything, but because there are so very many questions.

    Agno -- Questioning is generally frowned upon in the world of religion, and shunned when outsiders do it.

    [end sub-conversation]

    SG -- I don't think He's afraid, but I think we are. That's why it's shunned by religions. Religion isn't like math -- 2+2 does NOT always equal 4. Heck, even math has it's quirks, once you get high enough. [insert response to God's jealousy and freaking out that is off-topic for this blog]

    [end conversation]


    After reading Job 38-40, I stopped being afraid of asking God questions. IF He is who He says He is, and IF I'm willing to accept ANY true answer, not just the ones I like, then He can be questioned without fear. If the questions cause me to conclude that He does not exist, then He can't really be offended cause either He really doesn't exist, or He's a lousy god.

    Maybe that sounds a little heretical, but those are my thoughts. Anyone else want to jump in on this?

    P.S. I'll be gone for about a week, so discuss this among yourselves, and I'll chip in when I get back.

Sunday, 27 November 2011

  • Which Comes First: Jesus or the End Times?

    What a can of worms I just opened!  Except, in this blog, the debate isn't theological, it's practical. In your list of things you want to know and understand as a maturing Christian, which comes first: Jesus or the End Times?

    I fully believe that ALL aspects of theology are important, but the longer I'm around the modern church, the more I believe that we often pass off the immediate and obvious points of theology in favor of the debatable, simply because we prefer being right to doing right.

    Many people have a strong view on the time of the rapture, or if it will happen at all, but don't know much about the nature of forgiveness, salvation or sanctification. We argue and fight over the modern use of tongues and prophecy, but can't list the dozen or so other gifts that are NOT in debate, which gifts we have, or how we should be using them... which implies that we're probably not using them as intended, if at all!

    The simple truth is that Satan and the demons know more theological facts than we ever will. It's not what you know, it's what you believe. Satan and the demons know Jesus is God -- no debate there! - but they don't recognize Him as Lord. Not as Master. And certainly not unbeatable, in a league all His own. Who is Jesus to you?

    Who is God? Who is Jesus? Our understanding of these play a HUGE roll in our daily lives. But so many other end times debates and denominational differences are just bonus points on an exam we never have to take. I do believe in a physical and eminent return of Christ... because that is the most obvious understanding of Paul's writing to the Thessalonians. If I'm wrong, I die and still go to heaven having lived a life that pleased God.

    What matters to me today is how God views my mother-in-law, and how that should affect my words and actions toward her. Once I get that down, I have a husband to respect (it's in there somewhere... right?), sisters to love (70 times... how many?), and I need to review my theology of God as provider and protector, 'cause I keep worrying. Eventually I'll figure out how and when Jesus is coming back... but on my list of theological priorities, it keeps getting bumped down and I suspect that's going to keep happening for awhile. I need to know and be like Jesus first, then I'll worry about his travel plans. What about you? Where does your theological study have the most impact: your head or your heart?

Monday, 21 November 2011

  • For I Am Convinced

    ...that God loves me and wants to show me that in physical, tangible ways. But this is very different than prosperity gospel. I don't believe that God's deepest desire is for me to be rich. But I do believe he wants me to have "enough," so long as my understanding of "enough" lines up with his and I'm appreciative. I fully believe my heart matters more to him than my stomach.

    Jesus prays, "Give us this day our daily bread" (Matthew 6:11), which is a pretty good indication that this is a reasonable request to make of God. That said, he also asks to not go to the cross if there is another way (Matt. 26:39), so we know that not all prayers get answered, no matter how reasonable the request.

    That part I have a hard time with is the "daily" bread. I much prefer weekly or monthly bread. My idea of enough is enough for the next indefinite amount of time, and lately God's version of enough only involves today.

    I've been incredibly blessed to always have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, and food in my belly, which is more than a lot of people can say. Most of the time, I've had more than I needed. Maybe only $10-$20 at the end of the month, but I've had it.

    As Brendan and I look at the possibility of moving into our own apartment within the next two months, it's tempting to get antsy. To whine about the drafts in the room, or about the outdoor stroll to the house bathroom. But my barn is still nicer than the one God gave Jesus. How's that for perspective?

    I would give almost anything to send a Christmas letter without the words "We moved again...", but this verse comes to mind: "Foxes have holes and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head" (Matt 8:20). For three years Jesus wandered place to place, disowned by family and subject to the whims of the crowds. We've only been wandering two this month, and are on good terms with our families and the people around us.

    As Brendan and I consider the next pieces of life, we realized that we are truly blessed to be poor. We have enough and we know it. We make choices, and enjoy the results of those choices with few thoughts and no regrets for what we chose against. We watch people with more money race past us, deeper in debt and with far more pressing commitments, frustrated that their "enough" doesn't include everything they want, failing to enjoy what they have in the pursuit of their "enough."

    I believe God wants me to be happy... with what I have. I believe God wants me to have enough... for today, and to trust Him for tomorrow even when I can't see it. I want these verse to be true in my life:

    8 Keep falsehood and lies far from me;
       give me neither poverty nor riches,
       but give me only my daily bread.
    9 Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you
       and say, ‘Who is the LORD?’
    Or I may become poor and steal,
       and so dishonor the name of my God.